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Saturday, September 13, 2008

WOO-HOOO!! contradictive

Last night i met with Francis after work, we had our dinner in Paragon, together with Siong. We went to Dempsey Hills afterwards, drank some mock tails in Angelshare. Haha. That is the second time we been there. Hmmm.. Nothing special though.

OMGGG............................................
Recently I’m filled with anxiety and depressed where my money gone. I stick badly on my ATM cards, the machine spit out money then i will spend like a nuts. Every time when i got my ATM receipt, found that i need to control and vow to become more vigilant but i never follow through. And this situation has been occurred few months ago. I was feeling a little tenser than usual right now. Haha. Maybe i need to exert some action as my personal cop to manage my financial. Well, before that i have been committing myself to be a budget-conscious and trying to record every expenditure for a month. But i think it just lasted for a week. For the first few days, as i repeatedly found that i don’t have pen and paper, i was straining to remember little tiny things i spent on. I think it is what auntie will do and i totally against the idea of policing any of my purchases. Honestly, it is one of the hardest targets that still far from my sight. Eventually, i found most of my money gone to food and drinks. Haha. Although it is not feeling good to write that, but it is the ‘committed expenses’ for me every month, others will be split to savings and some occasional splurge. Personally, i don’t think it’s a good idea to get the cost down on food and drinks because for me its part of the joyful and relaxing moment after a day of the hectic working period. So i was so damn agreed with this from the story i read:
“THERE’S A PART OF US THAT HATES HAVING TO GIVE UP THE THINGS THAT GIVE US PLEASURE. THAT’S WHAT A BUDGET HAS ALWAYS FELT LIKE TO ME – AN AGREEMENT TO SAVE A LITTLE MORE MONEY AND EXPERIENCE A LOT LESS JOY. WOO-HOOO”
It’s really WOOOO-HHHOOOOO!!!! So, life still going on and no big changes probably needed. It's not the right timing of worrying all these though. Enjoy.

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